And she spoke words That'd melt in your hands And she spoke words Of wisdom.
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Oh it's another rainy day,
another excuse for me to hide away,
 Fog on the window, i write your name,
 Oh it's another rainy day.
 Outside a cloud is forming,
 In my heart the rain is pouring down,
Endlessly.
 The sky is gray
Just like me,
Just like me.
 Oh its another rainy day
 The sun isn't out to scare the dark away
 Step outside to try to wash you away.

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I'm so effing sick of trying to be happy that i just want to scream it all out NOW.

STOP wallowing in self pity.
STOP trying to escape and FACE your problems.

you don't have it any rougher than anyone else.
EVERYONE goes through problems.
some of which are in situations that are TEN TIMES WORSE.

so stop taking pity on yourself.

and just so you know:

thanks to you.
i am FORCING myself to laugh it off.

thanks to you.
I'm 20% more bitchy than usual.

thanks to you.
i have effing screwed up.

BUT.
UNLIKE you.

i DO NOT go around being a sorry shit.
life's so friggin' short.
STOP wasting it.

it does not help things at all.
there are people who are TRYING SO HARD to live.
& here you are wasting it away.

STOP IT.
i know i don't have the right to nag anymore.
& i know i probably shouldn't care.
BUT.

what the hell. JUST STOP BEING LIKE THAT.
you deserve better so quit it.

its pathetic.