Blogger's been getting increasingly non-user friendly. Wondering if i should exit from close to 10 years of blogging and move to a new medium/website.

Well, some updates..

I'm glad and rather proud to say, i've salvaged my GPA this sem! (:
Its in the safe zone now. And I aim to slowly but surely work it up to an acceptable one that I can be proud of.



The past five days, I've been participating in Arts Camp once more.
Sleepless nights, endless cheering, and most importantly new friendships and lots of fun. (:

Glad I didnt tear nor cry this time round. I always seem to cry at camps with stupid encounters.
Well, i guess i was more distant this time too. Fear of being hurt can be pretty overpowering.

That being said. I was really shocked and touched to have been chosen as the best female counsellor this year. So many others were alot more deserving but I am happy all the same.

Never thought that i'd ever receive anything close to this. Its very heart warming indeed. (:
On hindsight, if i weren't hinted at prior to the announcement and if i werent feeling tired. I probably would have burst out crying in happiness. Hahaha!

On a more sombre note (like this post cant get anymore depressing), its times like this which makes me consider the boundaries of friendship.

Being separated from one's loved ones really makes you realize how often you take for granted their presence. It makes you wonder (unfortunately so) if they are the right one for you. If you really deserve them and if you can really live up to the standards required to continue on in the future.

My first experience of clubbing was shocking and kinda fun i suppose.
Though not in the way i expected.
It opened alot of questions and feelings that i was afraid to explore and think about.

Sometimes, i still wonder if i am able to give it all up.

But as I always say to myself, We'd cross the bridge when we come to it.

(In other words, a prissy way of procrastinating all difficult emotions)

Well, que sera sera, whatever will be will be.


Postnote: This was wayyyy too depressing. Sorry bout that. HAHAHA. (: Good day, my silent readers. (:

Blogger's been getting increasingly non-user friendly. Wondering if i should exit from close to 10 years of blogging and move to a new medium/website.

Well, some updates..

I'm glad and rather proud to say, i've salvaged my GPA this sem! (:
Its in the safe zone now. And I aim to slowly but surely work it up to an acceptable one that I can be proud of.



The past five days, I've been participating in Arts Camp once more.
Sleepless nights, endless cheering, and most importantly new friendships and lots of fun. (:

Glad I didnt tear nor cry this time round. I always seem to cry at camps with stupid encounters.
Well, i guess i was more distant this time too. Fear of being hurt can be pretty overpowering.

That being said. I was really shocked and touched to have been chosen as the best female counsellor this year. So many others were alot more deserving but I am happy all the same.

Never thought that i'd ever receive anything close to this. Its very heart warming indeed. (:
On hindsight, if i weren't hinted at prior to the announcement and if i werent feeling tired. I probably would have burst out crying in happiness. Hahaha!

On a more sombre note (like this post cant get anymore depressing), its times like this which makes me consider the boundaries of friendship.

Being separated from one's loved ones really makes you realize how often you take for granted their presence. It makes you wonder (unfortunately so) if they are the right one for you. If you really deserve them and if you can really live up to the standards required to continue on in the future.

My first experience of clubbing was shocking and kinda fun i suppose.
Though not in the way i expected.
It opened alot of questions and feelings that i was afraid to explore and think about.

Sometimes, i still wonder if i am able to give it all up.

But as I always say to myself, We'd cross the bridge when we come to it.

(In other words, a prissy way of procrastinating all difficult emotions)

Well, que sera sera, whatever will be will be.


Postnote: This was wayyyy too depressing. Sorry bout that. HAHAHA. (: Good day, my silent readers. (:

SiMin 20 (gawd, im growing old fast.) ♥
Cafes. Alfresco dinings. Countrysides. Savoury meats. Kyoto. Icecreams. Photographs. Memories. Sunkissed skin. London. Paintings. Mornings. You.

Im a genius at blowing up minor issues. Pretty cynical. Very ironic. Loves being loved. And yet boring to hang around. Adores comforting silence. Keeps to herself like some human-phobic creature. I want to be a journalist & to have my very own Mogget.

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Angie. Jeanie. Song Wen. 09A07! :DD.

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